OH LORD
 
Oh Lord, I need the closeness of Your Holy Spirit right now
For a splurge of this, I'll kindly on my knees bow
I need a renewing, refreshing, restart!
For a couple of weeks, I have not been able
to concentrate as I should
Because maybe of the surgery and recovering
 
Now, I'm reaching out again to You with all I have
Waiting and wanting You to live in me again
My heart feels drained without Your nearness
Pour out the blood of your pierced hands
and cover me with it
Oh Lord, fill me to the top
Let no one or nothing stop this relationship
Nor even try to hinder it 
 
My needs are for You to take over my life anew
I willingly give my all to you
I need direction, strength and need to
know the roads to take and the ones to avoid
 
Like a baby starting to walk, I'll follow your steps
Lord, there is an emptiness in my heart, soul and mind
One of needing you, no other kind
Let all bitterness and fears be gone
Give me a new day and a new song
Take my doubts away so I can freely accept You
 
Not doubting You Lord, but myself
which is wrong and I should forget self....
When I do, you will take me on into other walks
and furnish me with all provisions and needs
You will fill me and there'll be no room or
no chance that I'd not give it all to you
I would dance....dance....dance
 
Lord I plead with You.  Bring words back to my memory
Bring the thoughts back to my mind
The words you give me are my ministering to others
Hoping to reach a soul in need
Thank You for all
Forgive me over and over and
Bring on the Rain of Your Holy Spirit
 
 
©Shirley Updike
July 2005